I'm looking for music that I can hardly describe. like "contemporary musique concrète" - musique concrète that makes use of the latest dsp and synthesis techniques and breaks conventions of form and harmony. it entirely lacks the element of repetition as a musical base. it doesn't care about sonic consistency - one moment the entire sound space might be filled with, say, a glitchy granular cloud of voice sample, the next moment an analoge synth pad fills out everything, next comes some additive lfo madness. it encompasses elements of "sound scape", noise, experimental. it is less repetitive and more dynamic than typical noise music or almost all electroacoustical stuff that I know. It completely changes timbres, flavours and clolors without ever predictively coming back to them. mangles voices through granular systems, encompasses fx otherwise only heard in scifi and phantasy movies. jumps in your face with aggressive intensity in one moment, next instance hides away in sublime lightness. it doesn't restrict itself to a specific set of instruments / tools. effects like reverb, phasing, distortion, delay etc aren't laid on top of instrument tracks but their parameters are heavily modulated to become integral part of the dynamic nature of its sounds.
amon tobin? - a little maybe but without the need to sound like traditional modern music with a continuing (if only underlying) harmonic / rhythmical base structure.
aphex twin? - same: less focus on drums and (generally) steady rhythmical flow.
noise music? - is far too repetitive in terms of timbre and dynamics (I don't know that much noise, maybe look that way?
generative music? - usually focuses on the composing algorithm more than on the refined sound engineering.
idm? - we need less repetition and more drama.
I specifically add at this point that I am not drunk as I am writing this
Maybe someone heard this kind of sound and has the heart to help a craving listener. I might still add to the description if better words strike me.